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**Diary Entries of 2004**

**Diary Entries of 2005**

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October 9, 2005

If I could draw my state of being it would look something along the lines of a teddy bear with glasses huddled in a corner o' books with a small lamp giving light--a pretty sad sight.  I need all the violent/sad humor I can get... Hence I'm working on a comical doujinshi based on Mannen.

September 3, 2005

OMG I FINALLY GOT THINGS UPDATED!

Currently hooked on the series, Honey and Clover.  Definitely up there with Pretear.  Ahh, school is starting in a couple of days and what am I to do?  I'm going to pick up a lot of slack so I have time for art ( I will not stop myself from sketching in class...) More art to come, fanfics to finish off and jobs to find.  Well, I'll keep on running down this rocky road.  

And I bought some much coveted Copic Sketch Markers.  Expect some non-CG stuff along the road.

March 19, 2005

"Anata wa, soko ni imasu ka?"

From Soukyuu no Fafner, "Are you there?"

Watashi wa koko ni iru.  "I am here."

What an question and answer of existence.  Damn good anime loaded with sadness, pain and suffering.  On the potential ranking of 2nd most loved series XD.

March 12, 2005

Having problems with FTP upload so no updates damnit.  I'm pretty pissed off because of cruddage from school to deal with. FINALS are in ONE month...I must say I think I should be scared because ... i dun feel like studying >;<.  AHHHHH, must get network to function!!  My connection can't be screwed so why doesn't it work!!!

February 26, 2005
I wanted to art today, but decided to work on some other stuff and watch some anime.  I'm definitely a bit ToT for not being able to do more valentine pics (Mannen sobs with blue+white roses).  I wanted to do a HxH fluff to commemorate the completion of Only You, but wasn't in the mood to draw (yeah, artists get the blues too).  Also, I'm going to start putting more effort and time into my art now to make it worth printing out and putting up on a wall ^_^.  

Midterms and finals.  I can't do much about them except put some frikin effort into my studies.  I end finals early...well they are all in a span of 4 days, so I can make up for lost time afterwards.  Will buy myself a better comp for art, one loaded with RAM and a big screen + tablet.  My graduating present (if I graduate) is the full set of Copic markers.  I can't take time for granted because it keeps running.  The present is where I exist, but I live for the future.  And I'm job hunting for the summer...co-op workterms keeps me in line with ENG so I can pay for my bloody tuition that rises for no reason.  Enough of my life now.  I need to sleep.

  
February 7, 2005
Been fanficting like mad, trying to finish off Only You...schoolwork getting in the way and life is just ~_~... Bought a bunch of art supplies for myself to use during my upcoming break.  I should have bought more sketchpads instead of those markers...oh well, too late now.  I bought watercolour pencil crayons and brushes, hopefully I can do some of that during my 'reading (aka studying) break coming up next week ( the 14th!!).  I'm gonna attempt a mass Valentine's outbreak of Pretear fanart, starting with Sasame first (already sketched him and he looks XD.  I hope Hayate will turn out the way i want him too ^_^.  Go and Mannen will make appearances too.  Might as well add Shin and Hajime too... Kei?  Mawata?  Yayoi?!?  And of course Himeno.  Definitely a HxH.  Let's just hope I can study and get everything done in one week.  

Oh yeah, I've been losing a lot of sleep lately.  Agonizing over reports, assignments any my art life.  Can't give up being an engineer for the sake of art...must strive a little bit harder.  Currently at school hacking away at whatever is left of my life.  I've resolved to go buy a tablet ~sigh...all this money down to art (better than to textbooks!!!!)

   
January 29, 2005
Woah...I haven't written in here for a while.  Nothing much except my life is dissolving from art to engineering ToT--Life is 'sukking' with each passing assignment.  Enough grieving.  Plans for the new year: LOL, finish off Series info (I just am too lazy to write it all out...), new layout for sure, DOUJINSHI!!! (some funny ones for sure and multipaged ones ), and group shots! 

I should actually look into paying a server and getting rid of that ugly banner as well.  And I'm extremely happy that people actually like my art *sobs tears of joy*